Because.
Because dreaming is beautiful.
Because smiling can brighten up someones day.
Because I want to be break free of this cage.
Because I'm so worried about them.
Because all I want is to just put a big bandaid on the world to take away the hurt.
Because I just want somebody to hold me and tell me it's all going to be okay.
Because the sun shines a little brighter but I'm stuck in the dark.
Because I just want to have that hope.

The sun looked really pretty coming in last night and making patterns on the walls. I like the way it made the shapes of the photos I have hanging up. I love the fact that Spring is finally starting to set in, I love those days that are so sunny and nice. It reminds me of Summer and iced tea and dresses and sunglasses and late nights and driving and being free.

Listening to- Cartwheels- The Reindeer Section

Just because I love supermarkets.

My pictures look really bad quality. Not so sure why..

So here I am. Still trying to get it all under control. Right now, I'm procrastinating to the max. I should be busily planning and preparing for my Literature SAC tomorrow, but instead here I am, writing a fairly pointless blog and following the incredibly immature but also incredibly amsuing Facebook fight. Oh well, I guess you get that. After this week is over I will be so happy. All of my school assessed courseworks will be over! forever! woohoo. But that also means that the dreaded end of year exams are looming closer and closer. These holidays will be study, study, study. But thats okay. I just need to learn to not stress as much as I tend to do and come November 10, my last exam will be over and I will be officially finished my school years. Heres to that.

Listening to- Poison In Your Mind- Powderfinger. Only one of my most favourtie songs ever...

I 've been trying to figure out what's happening. I am not sure what's wrong with me. I have a suspicison as to what the problem may be, but I am really, truly hoping that it isn't the case. I just feel a bit down lately. I can't seem to get warm. I'm feeling very cold and kind of in the dark. Which is not a good sign. I'm also having a lot of trouble writing and making sense- it seems that everything I write lately makes absolutely no sense whatsoever. Hopefully very soon I will be back to my usual, sense making, cheerful self.

Yum. Chai Tea. I've come to love it this winter and it seems to taste even better when it is in my favourite pink cow mug (a few years ago I went through an odd phase in which I was obsessed with cows. Particularly pink ones. I know, I know.. it's very odd) When I drink it now, it reminds me of warm. Being warm and all those warm memories. Late nights at home curled up by the heater and watching a movie, or after school homework sessions with my best friend in the art room at school, shoes off, lounging around, her drawing and me doing some sort of homework, drinking this fabulous tea.

This is what the first day of Spring looked like from my house. Instead of being outside enjoying the warmth, sunshine, new flowers and cute little baby ducks that Spring is meant to bring, I spent the day enjoying my cold, coughing, snuggling into my warm wooly scarf and trying to avoid the rain. Typical. But I guess I should appreciate it while it lasts. Soon enough I'll be complaining about the heat. This is why the in-between seasons are my favourite. Autumn and Spring- bring it on, I say.