Saturday, November 27, 2010

I see the magic. I believe, but I wish it would stay around for longer sometimes. Because sometimes those brief glimpses arent enough.

And maybe forgiveness will ask us to call, someone we love, someone we've lost, for reasons we can't quite recall..
I keep listening to this one line of a song and it makes me think. I know this time of year is one for being grateful and forgiveness but I can't seem to bring myself to forgive. Maybe next year. It's pathetic, I know. I can't even forgive myself, so how can I expect to forgive others?.. Maybe it will all just sort itself out? One can wish.

I'm not sure if this all makes sense. It's late, I'm lacking in sleep and I feel ick. It just felt like something I needed to get off my chest.

On repeat- Maybe This Christmas- Ron Sexsmith


  1. i hope you feel better! remember: everything happens for a reason. just look for the positive in things :)

  2. We must create our own magic. In a world where one in one hundred believes, it's up to us to build the sprawling castles, hold the lavish balls, and write the pretty books.

    You can forgive and not forget. Chin up, darling, talented Emily, all is not lost! xx

  3. It is a very good thing to get heavy weights off of your chest. Please don't feel down my dear, not wendy is very right: we must make our own magic. You are beautiful my lovely, don't let the stars leave your eyes. <3

    xx and hugs